Days 17, 18 and 19...

I don't think anyone is reading this anymore...are you? If not there's no point in me writing because the reason this was motivating in the beginning was that I was getting comments and I felt like I would let you all down if I didn't lose weight...If you are reading this still can you please let me know? And I'll keep going...otherwise what's the point? :(

Day 16...Back on track (once again...)

Today I bought a salad for lunch! Aren't you proud of me?! I opted for fresh food rather than greased up crap :) And it felt good to do that!

I also went to the gym, and I pushed through the pain to a satisfying 1.5 miles and some time on the stairclimber as well.

I've sort of decided that if I can get in shape and do some certain things good enough that I'm going to return to competitive swimming in the fall, so that gives me something to push towards.

Last night after my crap weekend I weighed 178, today after the gym I weigh 175 :)

Days 13, 14, 15.......yikes....

I had such a crap weekend :( I don't even want to talk about it which is why I didn't blog all weekend. I'm so ashamed of my binging on the weekend...I'm such a pig..............

I didn't even weigh myself, I'm afraid to get on the scale.....

Day 12.....the cravings are hitting me hard!!!

Hi everyone! I'm on my way to my boyfriend's house but I just wanted to put a short post before I head out!

I'm having the worst cravings today and I don't know if I can hold off going to the store...I want some chips baaad...I should have given those up for lent! Today I had the hardest craving for a pop but I didn't do it!

I gotta go now...thanks Cat for commenting! I get throw off by those kgs and lbs too lol...Here in Canada we use the metric system in everything except weight and height so it's confusing...

Hi again Steven!

Peace and Love

Day 11...why haven't I lost any weight???

Happy Hump-Day!

I excercised today, and it was pain free and excellent! But then when I got home I ate a whole bag of M&M's... :(....I suck at will power! How can I get better?!

Stephen, thanks for posting again! It's good to know that somebody is reading! It motivates me more now! I'll for sure check out that other weight loss blog, do you know of any others? Thanks dude!!

America's Next Top Model starts today! That show always makes me want to be skinny!

Just a short one today, I'm 175 :( which sucks so hard!!!

Day 10...Is nobody reading this anymore?

Hey all...if anyone is reading this...I'll just pretend like there are people...

Today's been uneventful...Cept I have a problem. When I try to do healthy things like eating at Subway instead of like A&W or something, I end up getting a foot long BLT, 3 cookies and a lemonade...which is a zillion calories...so what's worse? A burger and fries at a fast food restaurant? Or a huge pile of food at Subway? I always find myself excusing eating large amounts of food for it being supposedly healthy food...it's dumb I know, but I can't help it! What can I do?

Still 174 today, I'm alright with that...I wish I was at 170 by now though :( oh well...

Day 9, Getting serious...I think

Happy Monday...

Tell me why I don't like Mondays
Tell me why I don't like Mondays
Tell me why I don't like Mondays
I wanna sho-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooot the whole day down.

Nah it's not that bad. Although I had a crap lunch, I excercised, so I don't feel so bad.

As per the header to this post, I've decided that I'm going to try to get serious about excercise. Meaning I'll start stretching, drinking water to stay hydrated, and doing excercises to fix my injuries. Too often do I use injuries to excuse my not excercising, so I'm going to actually try allowing myself to heal and working the right muscles so that I can enjoy excercise and not use that as an excuse to not work out.

174...CRAP